[By Simone Savanna]
After my mother passed, I found in the pages
of her journal—the story of a woman’s life I had little understood. She was
consumed by self-hatred, and could not face life as an unloved overweight
woman. Much of her life was spent caring for eight children she had by six men
she thought loved her. The contradiction between her negative self-images and
her undying commitment to her children have provided the motivation to study
the lives of black women, the stories we write about them, and the practices
associated with sexism and racism in our society.
While
reading Ann Petry’s 1946 novel, The
Street, I was constantly reminded of my mother and her journey as a Black
mother. I was also reminded of several poems about Black motherhood, including
Langston Hughes’ “The Negro Mother,” mainly because of the idea of motherhood
and the slight differences in their endings. As the back cover states, it
“tells the poignant, often heartbreaking, story of Lutie Johnson, a young black
woman, and her spirited struggle to raise her son amid the violence, poverty,
and racial dissonance of Harlem in the late 1940s.” It is a novel of social
realism and protest (of the Richard Wright School), and features themes, such
as spectatorship, the environment as a character, and gender politics. Because
my research involves examining the confrontation of racism and sexism for Black
women in Literature, Poetry, and society more generally, I’m choosing to focus
on the gender politics, though the three aforementioned themes are very much
interrelated.